After the first year of my daughter’s life, I decided to work on myself. To be stronger, to understand my feelings and regulate them. To be a better me. I feel so confident with this now after the first year of my son’s life. I wrote this song before having children and before therapy/medication. All I wanted to do was escape myself when my depression and fears would take over. I hated it and wanted to be better, feel better, and I thought the only way was to disconnect and forget.